To what limits?

I am trying hard to find the line between processing and becoming the things that are a part of my life.

Right now I am finding myself on the rough end of a struggle. This is the struggle between reconciling the hurt that I have due to other people and mistakes that have been made, and trying to move on. This challenge also encompasses many other things like seeing who I would like to be, and also seeing what I am not. I look at the place I find myself in, and I am not happy, but I also find myself so drained that it is hard to move out of here. 

There is a balance between waiting and moving that I am working on. 

Right now, I can honestly say that I am acting on fear at times, I am aware of it and I am fighting it, but it is hard.